Hi I’m back.
I know it’s been 4 months since I write anything here but I’ve been crazy busy trying to juggle my new life with work and everything else in between. The reason why I remembered to write you ask? Well…plenty of reasons.
First there was the being a core member and leader of a queer AAPI women/gnc group. It’s been exciting, educational and full of growth. Second, my journey in learning about myself and how the world seems filled with roses and candles. Then there’s….dating.
I guess this is why I’m back here. If I was a manga character, no matter how butch I am, I would still go “kyaaaaa!!!” over the fact that I finally have a date, with a girl who is into me as much as I’m into her after a long time of being chronically single.
I was and still am reeling over the fact that our first date went so smooth and we agreed to have a second date next week. Dare I hope by the third date I would like to kiss her… (deeeeep breath).
I want to make a list as a reminder of things I’ve accomplish these past 6 months.
Accomplishments:
1. Setting out to lose 40 pounds in 1 year
2. Going out more and joining a group of like minded people
3. Changing my outlook and view things more positively
4. Connecting more with parents
5. Continuing living a healthy life, physically and mentally
Goal yet to be reached:
1. Losing another 20 lbs by next June
2. Continue my life education
3. Saving more money and end school debt by the end of next year
4. Maintain the relationship built with friends, new and old
5. In a long term/serious relationship with someone
I’ll check back in maybe some months after, after all we all know when I’m happy I tend to forget this place, and if I’m ecstatic and about to burst with feelings and feel like I can’t tell anyone because I’m afraid to jinx it…then I visit. I want to change this safe space of mine from sad, depressing, angry, place into a happy, motivating, energizing one where I can go and post my happiness.
Until then.
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